i detest this. i detest this so bad. why do we only get to meet up once a week. not exactly enough. someone banish school or something. for now every moment counts.
another depressing moment. although i've known this since ever. i still feel the same pain i felt before. philipp's leaving for america. everything wouldnt function properly as per norm. its difficult it really is. i'm sooo not looking forward to my birthday this year. i'd rather not have it at all. just please dont let this come to pass.
if these teardrops are worth anything like diamonds i'd be the richest there'll ever be.
perfection at 11:24 PM
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
am i blessed or what. i'm supposed to have a chem test tomorrow. but i intelligently left my chem notes at kevin's house. logically speaking i'm dead for the test. on the contrary, thanks to some mass at st nicks tomorrow. i get to miss chem lecture AND chem test. what joy.
i realised my voice is not suitable for hard core metal band songs. i sound too gentle. dang i cant do emo and screamo now. how upsetting.
best third jamming in the early afternoon. a little better than before. but can be improved upon i guess. although the red hot chili peppers songs arent really suited for my kinda voice. the noobists were reduced to a three-man band today. i had to cover jael's duties. and its not at all an easy feat. considering the fact my left index finger can feel NOTHING. but jamming philipp's songs were the best ever. the atmosphere was right there man. the drummer the guitarist and the bassist got SO INTO IT. talk about excessive solo-ing from philipp. and the best thing is EVERYONE sounded so good. you guys did it big time.
now i know how to get it. everyone in the band MUST be able to participate. but thats not all. they must participate passionately. thats what its all about. while its only partially cuz of a stale song list.
your sudden vanish i cant tread your shadow am i too high up there for you to reach.
perfection at 11:44 PM
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
oh yesss ownage ! finally i can carry my music around. no more sharing no more weird choices of songs. personalisation :D woooooo ! they didnt have to give such a big box though.
back to school in a few hours. rather bittersweet i must say. school would be REALLY funky without the homework. and i have the sudden urge to go movie shopping. someone please sponsor this urge.
i wanna find a bubble wrap retailer. or maybe a bubble wrap production factory. then i can play with their defective bubble wraps :)
round and round here we go again same old stuff never ends.
perfection at 4:58 PM
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
valentine's day should be everyday. share the love people. study of human behaviour. hmm interesting. thats certainly got me looking.
yayness. zen vision mini incoming. i'll get used to it.
roses are red. violets are blue. fairytales are a lie. and so are you.
so this is the miracle that i've been dreaming of.
perfection at 7:33 PM
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Monday, February 13, 2006
finally touched some school work today. i'd already consider that quite productive. but during the whole time. i was constantly "backstabbed". thats what you get when you study with a procrastinator.
the national geographic channel now. you think starfish are cute? not anymore they're not. just look at one with TWENTY tentacles. or legs whatever you call them. imagine them slithering and feeling their way around. with all the suction cups and stuff. ohhhh man.
and i never knew that sea anemones could dislodge themselves from the seabed to SWIM away from danger. but they swim in a really weird fashion. which makes them look rather dumb. ahhh well just watch national geographic. it helps.
a dream is a wish your heart makes no matter how your heart is grieving if you keep on believing the dream that you wish will come true.
perfection at 12:42 AM
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
definitely not what i had in mind. but it'll have to do. thank you. i cried my piece. and now i'm fine.
i must say. the friendships i've forged in aj are indeed unexpected. remarkable the fact that its only been a month. surprisingly it wasnt the usual people that comforted me best. some didnt even try or bother. it was the fresh ones that got me moved. not only the J1s but even the J2s. well i might seriously reconsider. this is what i see amidst adversity.
i'll be waiting patiently. till you come back. yea i'm telling you i'll wait. hope you realise before you're too long gone. they'd tell you you're not alone.
on the way down i saw you and you saved me from myself and i wont forget the way you loved me.
perfection at 12:04 AM
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
stumbled upon a fascinating find. a log book, or should i say diary, of the first ten months of my life. my dad wrote it in an oddly interesting way. he wrote it in first person language. pretty amusing when i read it. and i realised that i drank milk every 4hours. like woah. also created a whole lot of trouble for my parents. babies are such a bother.
dont understand why people sms to mtv's pop inc. either they have no life or a lot of free sms-es. gee.
well you'll never find it if you're looking for it by the way your hands were shaking rather waste some time with you.
perfection at 7:55 PM
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
yeaaaaa. ultimate jamming marathon. yesterday with the noobists. apparently we havent lost our lead guitarist. niceee. i miss y'all, miss y'all. today with the best thirds. had the weirdest fun doing Its A Long Way To The Top. school of rock style. its not even emo its screamo. but it was soooo good. freddy take it away.
to that person who took what was mine. watch your back. retribution wont come from me.
drake bell is hot stuff. real hot stuff.
you think its easy playin one night stand well try playin in a rock roll band yea its a long way to the top if you wanna rock and roll.
perfection at 7:19 PM
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Thursday, February 02, 2006
my maid just made my dog something to wear. with my red house shirt. and according to her. my dog refuses to let her take it off. aww how cute.
its almost the weekend. yessss. gimme a break. weekly perk coming up. hope it aint cancelled again.
just one chance just one breath just in case there's just one left. i have loved you all along.
perfection at 10:54 PM
theJOURNEY.
theTUNES.
what sing you.
theMUSICIAN.
dania
st nicks
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